i've been thinking a lot lately about how i don't really have anyone to talk to. i feel like i am socially akward or something. it seems like the people in my life, i mean they are wonderful i'm not saying that they aren't, but it's like i don't really have enough in common to be like 'good' friends. i really want some friends that have kids around the same age as mine. it makes a huge difference because honestly people who are single and don't have children do NOT understand how your lives change. it's frustrating.

i go through periods where i don't want to be home and i want to go out and don't care about lounging around or getting sleep..then i have opposite times where i am completely anti-social and don't even want to talk to anyone.

it would just be nice sometimes to feel like i'm important to someone other than my kids and hub. oh well.