hope everyone had a good valentines day. it's kind of a silly holiday, but how can a day filled with telling people you love them be a bad thing right? i made dinner for my dad and billy, but of course i had to end the night in a bad mood because the food didn't turn out as good as i hoped, and i can't seem to be in a good mood for very long anyhow. it's just a self control thing. it's like my brain freaks out if i'm not crabby or irritated. i honestly think there's something wrong with me. anyways.

billy and i went and saw black swan yesterday (thanks mal again for the free tickets). i was dissapointed. i thought it was pretty fuckin stupid. and my neck hurt from the uncomfortable chairs. but it was nice to get out. i did reaaaally miss the boys though. the whole ride home i just wanted to hurry and give them hugs.

i thought i had more to say. seems that my mind has taken a time out.